MJinthehouse

I've cried:)

2011-08-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Dunno why I feel ver emotion suddenly and I've spend 20 mins crying while bathing at home.. After crying, I looked myself into the mirrior and start wondering n laugh.. How silly I am!!

Life so far...

2011-07-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

It's been 5 months?? I've nt being to this blog n start blogging... Lol.. Busy with my 2 jobs n going to start going driving lesson n school soon... Wahaha..

Today a friens of my text me suddenly, asking me question so she can clear her mind on who she should believe n stuff.. While of course by answering those question it allow me to recall stupid things I've done again..( I'm really can't believe tat I'm such a idiot n stupid ) n u are right we really nv start anything before I'm the wrong tat think we are tgt.. Haha.. I dunno weather u will see my blog anymore but I jus wanna tell u this... U are an idiot!! Enjoy ur new/ renew life now:) take care n all the best my friend.. N dun forget to take car of ur mum which really need u n ur bro n both of u are the closer kin she had.. Dun make her worry n angry.. Smoke lesser n eat more healthy food :)

At work, I'm leaving the office soon for study so they hire a new boy to understudy from me.. Talking about him only make my blood boill, he only dun listen to my words or my Shi Fu words He like to challenge n talk back to us when we point out his mistake.. Xiao didi listen la!! When I'm gone I think the checkers can start to cry tgt wif the manger cause even the manger also complain to me about him.. Wahaha!!

I miss the girls.. Asp pris.... Haven been meeting her for months!! Miss her so much la!!

Need to stay away!

2011-02-07T16:34:00.002+08:00

I need to stay away... If nt things will go wrong.. N if things go wrong I will suffer again.. Dun wish to think dun wish to bother but sometime its jus Irresistible..Argh!! Dun wish to think too much it not things will change but if never think too much things will went wrong.. I'm so dead now!! :(

New building = new life

2011-01-10T08:05:00.003+08:00

Company is going to start moving this week:) gt gd n bad... Gd: new office, more clean, more new..... Bad : need to eat at 12 for lunch no more 12.30 or 1:( more work load:( because after moving to the new building there will be 2 man sort... Saded!! I need to cover 2 ppl workload wif same pay:((

Lol.. Funny ppl!! But cute la:)

2010-12-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

Ytd after work meet YL at town for dinner.. My working frien drive bike bring me there since he need to go sch after work at is also at town... LOL, his bike Tyler kanna nailer after we reach the place!! LOL!!! Suay for him lucky for me cause rain not heavily.. After dinner at atson, we went taka n ion for PRIs present.. Bought something at sephora for her and meet a ver cute promoter/ staff. His so cute tat he walk to me when I'm alone quenching up at the cashier.. Say hi den shy shy, pass me a slip of paper wif the product name, and add a hello words with a smile and run away.. LOL.. After giving me the paper other watch ESP the ppl behind cause they also bought the same thing as me yet he Nv give them the paper... While I ver blur when he pass the paper to me.. Den after see thru the paper wanna say hi to him but can't find him.. Lol, his damn cute lo.. When I pass the paper to cashier the cashier blur also..LOL..

Alot of why and can't!!!

2010-12-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

Everytime I always ask myself why I'm so different? Why I can't get wad others can in any other area? Why I need to do so much den others n get nth or very little back? Why I need to go though so many things to get things I wan? Why can't I be treated like wad others had? Did I did something wrong? How to make it better? How to be like others? Must I really depend on myself to gt end result? Argh!! I so hate myself n to let myself nt to feel bad I push myself to be better to try to get things myself while others no need as they gt help.. Argh!! Hate this feeling hate wad I'm doing..

Bad sat!!

2010-11-20T17:57:00.002+08:00

Bad sat!! I was late for work as I wasn't inform that I need to report early!!! Worst even the ATM machine wan to bully me!!! It ate my ATM card when my wallet left 3 dollar!! Argh!! Need to pay 5 dollar for the new card!!Argh!! Now heading home take money den go Jason bd party:) hope things change!! No more problem n no more bully!!!

Fun

2010-11-16T08:16:00.002+08:00

My work place cliques are actually quite fun to be wif.. All sing ver well at ytd k box outing.. ESP tat Gor Gor, of my at workplace.. He sing so well tat when he sing it's my life.. It bring everyone very high!! Everyone sing tgt wif him.. Wahaha.. Shall have more outing wif them^^

Finally I got a reply!!

2010-10-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

Finally I got a reply, and I will force n learn how to move on my next chapter of life!! Wanted a answer is so hard, but finally I got it n my last things is I will to learn and move on!! Just one last dance and just let it go is the best song for me now.. If not I may lost things that i I even regret and felt stupid abt it..

I'm sorry

2010-10-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

I jus went out to work wif 10% battery of my phone... Family and friends can't reach me tot I when to do something stupid and worry abt me... I'm sorry to ppl tat worry about me ESP my Sis!! But it's jus tat I wonder y will things happen this way.. I wan back the life I use to get and belongs to before everything started but y things jus go as wad I hope!!! I dun wan to waste the friendship tats all I wanted... But y?? Jus y?? Things jus can't go back to friends but like a wall or ghost or a nobody!! Hey we knw each other more den anyone else lo!! Can't u just wake up and dun be childish!!

Thanks!!^^

2010-10-24T02:31:00.002+08:00

Thanks god for making my long and dragging wish come true.. After things happen unpresenting my wish since then is jus wanna get to knw things I wanna to know..But guess although my wish seem simple but others may think that it's hard.. Cause even though make my dream come true everything is like ver weird n dry.. Haha, I keep seeing secretly :X sound stupid rite?? But guess tats the only way and hope I can really can put down wad I should put down long ago^^

I'm so dead

2010-10-11T10:03:00.002+08:00

Haiz.... After a gal left the company the things change.. The bonding of me and the rest is like.. OMG!!! Haiz!!! Cui ar!! So no mood lo plus at work place my Shi fu were busy doing their stuff nv really teach me but call me to screen n screen things!! Haiz!!!

New working place, meet new ppl

2010-10-06T21:00:00.002+08:00

It's the 4th day of my new life at new place^^ So far the life there is good cause still honey moon period and my work id is nt ready yet..Hmm, guess tml my hell life will start tml because before I left the company my AM called me to call the IT department to get my password (-_-") Ppl at my work place are quite kind to me most ppl I knw are around my age and same as me " contract staff".. Think I need to be more social wif them if nt my life there will be ver bored and loney( they go lunch and home tgt).. Side-track abit: I tot my life will change after April and after august but it seems like nth had change.. I'm still stuck wif a uneasy feeling T-T

Wad to do next??

2010-09-01T10:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm, I've miss my July intake.. N decide nt to take accounting in rmit.. So my course next intake is NEXT YEAR!! Wahaha... I will need to find FT job by OCT if nt my current PT job can't really support my long term living!! Wahhaa!!

bored!!

2010-08-16T16:23:00.003+08:00

LOL.. after having my freedom back i'm again back to square 1,where i need to stay at home to slack and do nth..BORED!! wanna to find some PT job but like dun have lo.. no PT job wan me T_T..LOL!!

Me saying happy birthday to myself

2010-07-20T05:22:00.001+08:00

Haha.. It sound stupid, but really I'm saying happy birthday to myself..

4 more days from nw....

2010-07-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

4 more days from nw n I will say bye bye to my 20th and say hello 21th!!hmm, this year bd like worst.. Sis going to work at KL, bro in NS, parents working plus no intrest to celebrate my bd on actual day.. friends all nw go diff road like the guys going NS.. The gals working, wif bf... LOL.. Guess I will be alone on 21th.. I really wish my phone will ring by someone I wish for... Hmm, hope it ring by my bd..

BD wishes...

2010-07-12T13:04:00.002+08:00

I wish for my dream to come true..I hope my phone will ring and i will receive msg from the ppl i wanted to get from...Cause its been 1 week tat wadever i talk online wif come wif no reply, no news.... How long more will i be still staying with this feeling and stop everything at once? seeing ppl quite enjoy wif pretties n wad i feel is sour.. HAHA.. I'M SO DEAD

Few more days!!

2010-07-11T08:54:00.002+08:00

Few more days will be my BD..I've no celebration so its going to be like how i celebrate my last 21 years... But this year BD,i do gt wishes and dream.. Hope my wish came true..^^

WORKING!!

2010-07-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

Few more hours ans i need to go report my future job for working liao..>< scary

First time

2010-07-04T16:48:00.002+08:00

LOL.. Yesterday meet yl, her brothers, brother friends and most of her indo relative.. We say meet from 2 to 3 to 4... Lol, meet already we went bugis for shopping and meet her others relative so ytd gt 11 to 12 ppl..LOL!! Lastly 7 of us went to yl house watch soccer.. It's so cool to watch tgt!! Fun!!

Idiot

2010-07-01T10:58:00.003+08:00

Wa lau.. A Indian man full with smoke n some er xin smell sit beside me in the bus.. Er xin sia the smell I so wan to wear mask now.. He better sit there an Jin.. Cause when he talk, I almost faint....

argh!!

2010-06-30T14:31:00.000+08:00

Angels cry

2010-06-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

Mariah:
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Ne-Yo:
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

Mariah & Ne-Yo:
C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

Weird...

2010-06-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

HMM..Weird, cause i'm sure i nv open the shop..But as usual when i play..It OPEN!!Hmm, will my hope happen for real? Or i'm just ............(Happy,but will it be jus another things tat i think/hope too much? ><)

Eyes swollen

2010-06-24T09:32:00.002+08:00

What a scary dream I had last nite, I dream tat someone already attach!!In the dream I were all alone and I saw them, we say hello and I walk to a cab at taxi stand and cry out loud inside!! End, my dream went to next screen... In this new screen it happen at a party, I dream the same person we talk ver little but his phone keep ringing,text, so when I walk to get a glass of water I saw the message saying "dear, meet me after ur thing"...LOL!! Me in tat new screen is again feeling lost and down saying bye to all and leave the party, he offer me a ride cause he also wanted to go off soon.. But I nv take his offer took a cab home and cry in the cab again!! Wao, after crying in my dream I actually found tat I also cry in actual when I wake up cause my eyes is swollen!!

Qi shi wo yi dian dou bu gao xing!! Ni zhi dao ma?

WTF!! MY BILL!!

2010-06-22T22:54:00.003+08:00

WTF!! i jus see my bill from singtel!! And were SHOCK!! by the amount charge $357++!!WTF!! They charge me auto roaming at 50+ and data transfer of 250+ WTF!!ALL THIS FOR JUST ONE DAY IN MALAYSIA!!LESS THAN 12 HOUR!!

BTTM

2010-06-20T17:28:00.002+08:00

BTTM.. Alone at majestic working from morning till now.. Here no customer de.. Even gt wad I need to do is jus switch on the pc for the customers den explain to them how to work the pc to watch the races.. Den I'm free!!! Haiz.. Lucky I bring charger, if nt.. I will be rotting

everyone is busy but i'm NOT!!

2010-06-19T23:55:00.001+08:00

Expression!!

2010-06-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

HMM.. dunno y my expression keep on changing 365...i will feel sad,lonely,happy,strong,weak,moody,en-do,power...........What is what with me..Worst:been rude(i knw when i'm rude but jus wanted to express it "the rudeness" den keep quiet n be a gentle/cool gal)Changing from bad to worst or remain the same??LOL...Tempted to do things i've not even like in the past..

Y so ma fan...

2010-06-14T15:20:00.003+08:00

hmm... I finally gt a job in DHL.. The pay isn't that great yet I jus took the offer because I wanted to try out how it actually work out as.. Just went to the office to sign the agreement letter.. But when I were on my way home, the hr people called me.. Ask am I free or when am I free to come down again.. Caus they want me to go there to see how they actually work for 2 hours..wah,tats long.. Y so ma fan ar? Should had call me or bring me go see when I go there jus now.. Now next Monday ,10am, I need to take another trip again to see how they work for 2 hours..

am i stupid?

2010-06-08T21:35:00.002+08:00

Am i stupid?? when talk about do i want back the stuff..I answer no..OMG!! Am i stupid or wad? why i say no straight? Ming ming know tat its a chance for me to meet again but y i so stupid say no..Ming ming knw tat i miss all the thing done but why i say no..ARHH!!stupid me..

countless wonderful dream..

2010-06-06T09:01:00.003+08:00

It really a countless wonderful i had over this period of time..It's so wonderful that i hope i will not wake up forever and continue living in the dream..Because its a place where "miracle" and hope will success/appear..

Sleepy..

2010-06-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

When for two 21th birthday party yesterday nite from 9pm to around 2am..tried but I really enjoy alot meeting my long last "mama"(Suyu) and chat alot... LOL!! Wake up at 8 because gt to work on 10... After work go another bd party(Youling poly friend)... Now on the bus going home.. Tml gt work at 11am.. Must sleep early later.. Lol

sudden feeling..

2010-06-03T17:09:00.003+08:00

I miss boy boy n b zai LOT!!(The mcdonalds ice milo used to drink)

Thanks gals...

2010-05-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

LOL.. i really enjoy myself alot 29052010..LOL..Thanks gals..Although in between kanna bully by u all T_T..But i really enjoy it LOVE u all^^(I nv use such a strong words often de hor..)Hmm... last time a friend told me not to cut or bite nails say let it grow den print it(more pretty)Now i finally nv bite my nail let it grow and just printed my nails..LOL.. I really like to thank HIM a lot(His the first person that i listen to if not i will still carry on biting my nails or cut till very short)..Start to think and miss again..LOL!!

Its going to be my memory^^

2010-05-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

Its going to be my memory^^ from tat past few months.. Thanks for teaching me and changing me..I will always remember those days and stuff and the present..^^All the best to you and hope u will get someone better.. Lastly,just to let you know..No matter wad still friend ok..n do contact each other hor!!CYA & JIA YOU!!

最後一次

2010-02-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

joe:i wanna to know

2009-09-22T23:21:00.001+08:00

Yeah, oh yeah
Alright, oh, oh, oh

It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm
Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah
Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
So I wanna know

[1] - I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, oh
Anyway that I can please you let me learn
So I wanna know

[Repeat 1]

[2] - Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

[Repeat 2]

I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright
And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
So I wanna know

[Repeat 1]

[Repeat 2 (2x)]

[Repeat 1 till end]

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

2009-09-17T23:10:00.001+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
`Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
`Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
`Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

wad a happening day..

2009-08-29T03:14:00.002+08:00

i today are quite of super happening/busy.. work at 2 difference place n after work meet my bros at pub near double O for drinkin section..hhaa..I never drink LIQ but the free flow mixer"green tea"..Everything when play dice i lost i need to drink finish a 80% to 90% full cup of green tea and they drink a slip of their LIQ they boughthaha.. cool man.. den around 12.40am 2 out of 5 started to get high and they started to move their body tgt wif the music..haha.. funny.. n also talk loudly..Throw face..but fun.. hah.. cause we see gals,those that work there.. tat gal in black dress n grey are choi n hot..haha.. den we left after the bottle of VSOP had finish<0115..> den we walk to the main road and wait for cab to go home..Because i live.stay far away from them n also the only gal..they call me to take cab home first..haha.. while they take bus to tiong and walk home..haha.. but now they are all safety home..haha.. can go slp le..haha..

記得..haha.. another sad song

2009-07-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后 *

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
repeat *

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
repeat *
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

Old Song-->Hao Ren You Hao Bao - 好人有好抱 - S.H.E

2009-06-30T01:13:00.001+08:00

gong zhu bie ku zhong da yan jing
bei tong tai bu liu xing/lang fei mei li
fen shou xiang da cheng hua xiang yi
piao guo feng li yun li/jiang luo cao di
dou ceng nu li/bie quan fou ding
ta bing bu shi bu ai ni~/shi geng ai sui xing
Woo Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby
hui yi tai chao ni shui bu zhao
ba wo dang sha fa kao yi kao
hao ren you hao bao/shi tian shi jiu hui bei ai zhao dao
Woo Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby
bu neng zu zhi suo you feng bao
dan wo men hui bei zhu ni tao
hao ren you hao bao/ni hui you lang man you ke kao de yong bao
shan ding kan deng huo kan fan xing
jiu suan qi hei ye li/ye you mei li
xiang cheng zhang de ren hui jian ji
ai de mei yan bei ying/ji nian hui yi

Too bored liao so i just out this song call Never Let You Go by Janice..and i think its nice..

2009-06-21T14:14:00.003+08:00

Never Let You Go - Janice
The rain, just never seems to bring
The joy, I feel the same
Everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
The hold you left the mark
All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
To share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

SWEET HOR!!

wad happen to my life sia??

2009-06-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

I think my life in this few month isn't good at all because i've been attenting wakes from friens,frends family and to my own family..So now i'm at my ah ma wakes doing nothing but to help out my dad and uncles who need some rest as they have not been sleeping for one night already and i'm quite worry about my dad health as he gt high blood pressure so in the wakes i very scared he do things too fast therefore i need to come here to helpwadever i can..N ever since i'm here till now i've been helping them to buy things,foods and wash the plate,vegtable....so my uncle call me to rest now if not later at night it will another busy time..

New start and new begining after today!!

2009-05-20T02:23:00.003+08:00

One of my team mate/ quite close friend jus left me and us few days back and i've even send him off for the last time of his life tueday.So i really hope after those sad thing had past my team mate will be awake by now and also dun be too stress over the project cause there's always a help key and we can ask others for help.^^TML is the first meeting after sending JW off so i hope my team mate n i will work tgt to finish our job and also finish JW wish/hope and effort.So i hope i will not do anything to them even they dun want to do cause now its really time for me to not to think too much and finish my and my team work^^Wish me Luck ba!!

JW I hope you will be happier at another side, wish us luck in the project and i will always remember you my friend and i've not regret knowing you^^

I wanna to kill some one

2009-05-08T13:09:00.002+08:00

Seriously if my team mates are not going to do the things well but play their GAME!!/SLEEP/MSN during the project meeting I will just either HACK CARE but do out the thing MYSELF or I will kill them if I gone mad/crazy. Hope at least another two won’t be sick/late again if nt…Doing the thing by myself is really heavy cause because of this project I have miss my sleep for 2 days already while I Think the others team mate of my are in theirsleep.SHIT!!!

T_T

2009-04-23T09:49:00.002+08:00

T_T..sch start liao..today is the third day of sch.. my day for the past two days isn't great cause on the fist day i have not enough time to do my quiz as its a quite last min thing that say there's a quiz and we need to do..and on the second day i was/were very blur dunno wad to do for the lesson but in the end me and my team still able to do the worksheet out and solve the problem??haha So hope today i will not make any mistake.. and i'm able to speak nicely..

sian.. got good news and bed news..

2009-04-18T00:20:00.002+08:00

Good new is i no need to work with a aunty at my work place liao..haha..
Bad news are 1:sch starting liao..this coming monday..T_T
2:no more meeting wif my lao po they all liao.. cause they no time i also no time..SIAN ar..

bad luck ar...

2009-04-03T18:17:00.002+08:00

last sunday i go YK 20th bd chalet at east coast.We decided to rent bicycle so we rent 2 double 4 single bike.We cycle at the park and some thing happen i and some of them feel that thing is around us..Plus at one turn at the park i feel the thing is touching my hand which is like(wad the hell -_-")and because its too sudden i fall down from my bike(i'm taking the single sit bike)..And after we have return back to the chalet,i've already getting a bit sick even now i'm still sick..SIAN ar..

what happen to me in the the last few weeks/month..

2009-03-05T13:46:00.002+08:00

Haha..Very long never update my blog liao cause i've been busy earning money which allow me to see things that i thought will never happen in real life..hmm..let me share of of the thing i've learnt..My working place are hiring people and from the processing of interview the people i see some aunty(super wierd aunties)and some dress like ah lan people come in to interview..Uncle(the shop incharge after interview the people tell me when interviewing my future job i should not do things like what the aunty and the lady that dress like ah lan if not i surely wont find any job easily)..
Well,i did not work the whole day la..I of course got go out to play and shop for things so i think last tue i just go sentosa with one of my friend to play luge and skyride but after we play finish my friend wan to watch song of the sea..(Althought i really hate of watching it cause its expensive($8 per ticket for 20 min?? and its outdoor so i got biten by wen zi) and the song is SUPER boring but because my friend keep using GALS power which i sersiouly cant hander it so been force to watch the show..haha..GALS POWER SUPER USEFUL..)

对不起我爱你 by 梁静茹

2009-01-16T16:08:00.003+08:00

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
对不起我爱你 / Xin lỗi, em yêu anh lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/12504-Xin-loi-em-yeu-anh~Luong-Tinh-Nhu.html
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

GOD..ARE U PLAYING WIF ME??

2009-01-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

TODAY no matter wad i do also wrong..Kanna scold by people when i work and today the SUE. not good.. i think she really hate me because she call a senior to let me do something that i did not learn and taught be4..Den if i dunno she's going to say/scold me..(SO UNFAIR LA..)Den when i reach home i microwave a pizza for my dinner cause no one is at home and i had to prepare my own dinner..And in the end..I EAT NTH!!MY PIZZA GONE (TURN BLACK T_T)Den i need to clean up the mass.. need to rewash the clothes again and mop the floor and wash the microwave..(But no matter how i wash the machine the smell is still there n my house is full of the smell..)When my mum return i tell her wad happen..I GOT SCOLDING AGAIN!!T_T.. SO GOD AH.. ARE U TRYING TO PLAY WIF ME??CAUSE I KEEP GETTING SCOLDED..AT WORK ALSO KANNA AT HOME ALSO PLUS..I HAVEN EAT MY DINNER..T_T

sian.. kanna scolding AGAIN..

2009-01-01T20:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i reach home around 5am den sleep 3 hour+ and go work liao..den during the working place i kanna scold like hell..BAD LUCK SIA..hope next time i wontget scold liao by them again..IF not i will die..

haiz..

2008-12-18T00:40:00.003+08:00

I do alot of mistake n make alot of people angry sia today..ONE of the person is the "BIG" BOSS (die liao lo..)den he nag at me say y u dunno how to transfer call?? den before that my sup. scold me first cause boss tell/complain me to her..I really dunno why i keep having mistake in transfering call which i key in correct number think "that" thing wants to play with me sia.. sian.. need to go pray pray liao..think i will gone crazy and so as the people there cause if i did any mistake i will pull down my sup.. die..STRESS AR!!

today..

2008-12-11T08:31:00.002+08:00

I can't really sleep well last night maybe its because i got a lot of scolding at my another job..den early in the morning come class my faci call us choose own team.. haha.. as normal my team member is the same..hehe..

wad happen to me so far..

2008-12-09T16:56:00.003+08:00

5th dec: Go pris company party at sentosa(she got one extra ticket so bring me there)the party had alot of HOT gals and uncle/aunty and in the party there free flow of JACK DANIELS n food..wahaha..den after the party we go watch movie"BOLT"
6th dec: Go work..-_-
7th dec: Go family outing..and go for a walk..
8th dec:sick..Stay at home..T_T
9th dec:Sick..stay at home..T_T..Sry for my fyp team cause i sick den push back the meeting..

HOW..hOW..hoW..how??

2008-12-02T16:27:00.002+08:00

HOW?? I've been so slack ever since week 9 to now week 12..I tends to think of can i dun study and dun work and rest at home doing nothing..But all this is just thinking as i dun dare to do it at all and i have to study if not i will pull down my family name,waste my parents money and i dun have enough knowledge than hard to surive in the outside work now if i dun study more..Working at the start is jus a time for me to relax and earn extra money..But at times working is super stress need to get good sale as each sale u make is recorded.. and sometime working is only to make me angry and angry so now i often get those people that only try(try alot not only once),ask alot of question(question like:where is this product made from? if i say china.. they will say i dun wan china product..) and in the end either buy the cheapest or just go off(never buy)..F**K sia..How i wish i'm at the place show in the picture..so peaceful and relax..^^

hmm.. I'm too bored den i suddenly think this song is super cool.. And they are Super HOT!!

2008-11-25T23:25:00.003+08:00

Britney Spears - Womanizer -->(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-23EToh43M&feature=channel)

Pink - So What-->(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84_wLEyntV4)

Pussycat Dolls - When I Grow Up-->(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1z_6326SRY)

haha.. i recently listen to my bro ipod and like this song call Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys

2008-11-23T16:43:00.002+08:00

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word
I try to sleep, yea
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unravelling oh
If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

Chorous
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yea
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me
In the possibilities oh oh

Chorous
Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

oh oh oh no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything that I'm holding
Is everything I can't let go
oh oh no can't let go
Yea

Chorous
Coz baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you (to youx3)
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable
oh no

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable
yea yeah yeah
oh oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Whoah yeah oh oh oh
I'm inconsolable oh oh
yea yea

so far de wo..

2008-11-21T08:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday sick never come sch.. So i stay at home almost the whole day and go see doctor.. haha.. btw.. i see my grades and that crazy faci give me a B haha.. he's really crazy..But how?? my life are on his hand..

i'm super dead now

2008-11-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

I'm super dead now ok cause my FYP got some problem.. My php not very good so i sure need a person good in PHP if not i die..all die..cause FYP 80% is PHP..SHIT MAN!! HOW?? den "that person that promise me" keep missing in action(MIA) how sia.. haiz..

second day of school after break

2008-11-04T08:23:00.002+08:00

Today is the second day of school after a one week break.. Sian sia.. So fast my holiday end and here come my PP presentation for tml and having test on today,next tue,next thur and so on.. sian sia..Need to REN for 6 more week to have my 3 week hoilday den study 3 more weeks to get my 2month or 1 month plus holiday.. haha.. HOLIDAY FASTER COME I NEED YOU and WM u better dun go MIA liao.. FYP IS COMIING n u are in my group as u promise..And here's the prove..

Super sad can..

2008-10-31T08:37:00.003+08:00

I'm super sad now sia..Set up a workshop no one turn up and worst my com-member also haven turn up msg them only one reply..SIAN!! How to survive sia liao that..I'm super bored now.. Wait till ben come i think he will be angry or what lo.. cause yesterday i msg him and say only one people reply so far.. den his's reply is like who call u set in sch holiday.. as if i want it cause after sch the loaning place are closing so we sure cant set on after sch..SIAN AR!!!-_-

WORKSHOP!!

2008-10-21T13:40:00.003+08:00

Can't wait for the day to come but i need to do my PP poster first.. SIAN-_-

die liao..

2008-10-20T16:19:00.004+08:00

Today really die liao..As my faci early in this morning call me to change group den after change she come to my sit and lay her hands on my shoulder and say:"you all must make MJ feel as if she's at home" to my team mate when everyone is in the class..Shit man.. i really dunno why she did that to me but i think my last time team may think that i must have do something/write something in my RJ thats why she change my team..But from what i think is my last time team mate really hate me and wanted to kick me out as some of them say after change to this team i no A liao..So now i scared i may affect my new team mate in their grades..Hope they wont down grade and i really feel better and enjoy myself more after come to this new team^^

Life??sux or good??

2008-10-15T12:12:00.003+08:00

Sian.. I really dunno my life now is happy(good) or bad??Cause i keep getting sick and the main reason is stress..RP,people always say its a non stress sch but for me its totally oppsite..I think tat study in RP is really stressful people in sch can do alot of thing do get their A for their grades that they wont think abt others but themself.. For example in one my module when i need to handle codes..I'm that type of person that dun understand coding so in that module i often ask others how to do what to do...But they dun really care abt me so i have to do it my self or ask others for help den sitting down there really doing nth den when teacher come act..(I hate acting..) So if i really dunno i will rather ask or try do it myself cause my teacher also dun teach us cause in RP u need to be able to self study and the teacher there is jus to give u advice not answer and teach u..Ok back to the sch story..I dunno why i get sux grade may be i never do my work tgt wif the group when the reason is they dun really teach me jus say do ur thing....until a teacher tell me that i ve a VER POOR EVA from my team den i knw the reason(that day i almost cry in class cause i feel very hopeless and my team member gt some pon class and at that time the smart one were saying abt y they gt such a bad grade than say they hate this new group as in the past they gt gd grades n now sux grade..den when the member pon class i think they are wondering why i never pon class..as if i pon they will get even better grade)..HAiz..So study in RP is gd or bad?? u think?? maybe its good when u are a actor/sociable/smart but for me..Its really a place where i really can gone mad..

OMG.. I'M SUPER DEAD!!

2008-10-06T18:57:00.003+08:00

Die.. I think my OS UT fail liao.. cause i see and do many/almost all wrong..Die!!-_- SUPER SAD SIA!! i study so much lo.. and worst because of that i never go work and i still do wrong cause i see wrong and i waste a lot of time doing the sum which i think in the end also WRONG!! damn!! DIE LIAO!!ARGH!!!(A super easy test and yet i do wrong plus i really cant stand smokers beside when do test cause my sch is air con the smell keep come to me..argh make me even worst when doing the test..)

SICK

2008-10-02T14:23:00.003+08:00

Today morning i'm sick again that i cant sleep well and cant go sch stay at home and rest.. But now i'm a bit alright already so i go to my sch website and do today problem..haha.. ok la.. quite easy but i got ask my teammate for some help..hehe..thanks.. sian have to stay at home.. n tv spoil..sian sia..

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ESTHER!!

2008-09-27T13:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ESTHER!!

good luck or bad luck??

2008-09-27T13:14:00.003+08:00

Yesterday:I meet pris at town after school because she wanna to so wisma? to fix her ear piece($86 hor the cost of ear piece) den dunno why during the journey to meet her i was complaining abt my sch/study things to YL..Den also dunno why in the end three of us meet tgt for dinner tgt wig YL friend and later YL bro who wanted to buy a present for their dad BD.haha..den i too enjoy myself until i forgot to do rj..i call my friend YK to do for me but he cant sign up for me so i when cineleisure hope to find a place for me to charge my laptop.when i finally get charge for my laptop i cant get into the net cause the wireless is very low and its takes like hours den i finally can get in VPN but but even 1min it sign out so i faster call my friend JW to do for me using his desktop.. Lucky he can get in and he did for me..haha..And right after he do finish my "THING" i when for a 7.50 movie because at the moment when i gone a bit crazy on cant connect to VPN a man come to us and give us a movie ticket and say hope u guys dun waste it..sian so when i'm going crazy my friend go buy another 3 ticket n so 4 of us watch 12.05 printed skin sian den i total owe YL $25 and Pris $37..SIAN life full of debts to pay..(But the moive is funny and nice la)

burning up from Jonas Brother are a very cute

2008-09-24T14:28:00.003+08:00

I'm hot

You're cold

You go around Like you know

Who I am

But you don't

You got me on my toes

I'm slippin' into the lava

And I'm tryin' to keep from going under

Baby, you turn the temperature hotter

Cuz I'm burnin' up Burnin' up for you baby

C'mon girl

I fell [I fell]

So fast [so fast]

I can't hold myself back

High heels [high heels]

Red dress [red dress]

All by yourself Gotta catch my breath

I'm slippin' into the lava

And I'm tryin' to keep from going under

Baby, you turn the temperature hotter

Cuz I'm burnin' up Burnin' up for you baby

Walk in the room

All I can see is you (Oh)

You're staring me down I know you feel it too

I'm slippin' into the lava

And I'ma try to keep from going under

Baby, you turn the temperature hotter

Cuz I'm burnin' up

Burnin' up for you baby

Slippin' into the lava

And I'm tryin' to keep from going under

Baby, who turned the temperature hotter

Cuz I'm burnin' up

Burnin' up for you baby

Yeah we're burnin' up in this place tonight

The brothers sing it loud (And we're feeling right)

Get up and dance (Don't try and fight it)

Big Rob for real (And that's no lie)

Stop drop and roll (And touch the floor)

(It keeps on burning up) More and More I got JB with me

(Layin' it down) Now come on boys Let's bring the chorus around

I'm slippin' into the lava (Burnin' up, burnin' up)

And I'm tryin' to keep from going under (Yeah)

Baby, you turn the temperature hotter (C-C-C'mon Nick)

Cuz I'm burnin' up

Burnin' up for you baby

Burnin' up Burnin' up for you baby

photos

2008-09-16T13:22:00.006+08:00

The first pic is taken on last sun when i go out n meet those people in p2..haha.. quite fun and i really feel happy and again i'm the "joker" of the day..SIAN!!haha

The third ppic and last pic is taken at changi airport while waiting for my friend to off work..haha.. new view and got WIRELESS!!haha..

Fucking grades..

2008-09-12T08:33:00.002+08:00

Wad the fuck my grades for the starting of the week is 3B 1C fuck sia.. this is the first time of my life so far to get a C at the starting of the week of start.. FUCK!! i hate it sia.. how am i going to bear wif it till 16 more weeks?? DIE!!

Third day of sch

2008-09-08T13:31:00.003+08:00

Today is the third day of sch and is the third day i come to class and know my new classmate..But i dunno why everytime i change class i always have this feeling of i'm a alien in the class because i knw no one in the class and they are like "friends" cause they knw each other be4 already..SIAN!! i really bored in this new class and i hate the feeling of keeping an jin in class and do nth..ARGH!! i want to make friends wif tham but i dun dare tomake the first move..cause its going to be ver weird..-_-

While for him n me.. i think no more liao.. end.. cause i'm really not his cupof tea..-_-..ARGH..

Sian ar.. tml last day of my sch holiday..

2008-09-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

Sian!! tml last day of my sch holiday..haiz.. jus now i go back to the same old place i go wif him at 11501908 place hoping to see him again.. crazy rite.. haha.. but see nth la.. haha.. sian.. i'm really going crazy over him more after that day.. haiz.. Hope 11501908 things may happen again..

dunno why??

2008-09-02T12:27:00.003+08:00

I really dunno why after yesterday drink i cant sleep ver well that i actually lay and roll on my bed till 4++ den slp awhile till 9am.. ARGH!! ver fan,heart beat ver fast den feel like answering the question i yesterday never answer when my friend keep asking..But on the other hand i scared later something i wont wan to see will happen so i never answer..HAIZ.. DAMN SAD LO.. Think I should answer the question??

i think if that kind of enviorment can repeat /happen again i will say liao.. dun care..

wad happen on monday

2008-09-02T01:51:00.004+08:00

jus now afternoon me and some of my class mate go vivo and walk around,we really walk until nothing to do until we decided to go for some drink.. den we go C clinic?? haha den the gals can't take it any more they go home first n left me n my another friend there.. we go eat n chat at the side of the river??haha.. den go home.. haha.. its fun tat i hope the time will stop before it end...(the picture show the lights u can find in the c clinic.. haha.. cute rite..^^)

Wad a cute faci i have!!

2008-08-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

Today is my IG workshop and u knw wad??MY CUTE FACI never come.. So we still carry on with the workshop out side the LT room.. (like small kid been lock outside the house!!)Den after the workshop my frien and i go Suntex IT show and after the the IT show we go Marina square to eat dinner and saw the year3 senior all of them from the workshop heaving their dinner at secret recepit..haha.. VER CUTE LO... Oh ya.. I really miss my secondary school friend esp some one i like be4 in secondary sch days..

My feeling..

2008-08-20T00:40:00.004+08:00

I feel if my another friend(A) is single,i think the one i like(B) will go jio her..Because they always have those small couple fighting and qurraling even if B knows A is already attact..I attmit that i'm jealous..but there's nothing i can do because i'm a very boring gal that dunno how to dress up, does not have any respone when people hit me for fun or wad.. and others thing tat most guys wanna see and get the respone from gals..SAD!!N when hang out wif them i feel that i'm really a light bulb in between them cause i will turn emo and they keep qurraling..SO I GUESS MY EMO REALLY MAKE ME DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS GALS WHO IS FULL OF ENERGY AWAYS/OFTEN which actually attract guys...

Wad a wednesday...

2008-08-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

haha.. today i wake up at 7.30am because i'm meeting some of my classmate at a sport complex beside NYP at 9.30am to play badminton..haha.. its ver fun and after that we went to yishun??and eat laksa..haha..damn nices u all should go there try..haha..than later part 4 of us(YM,JY,Bona and me) go Bona house and play majong..haha.. N Bona is the big winner and i'm the oppsite of him the big loser..haha..(i loss 9 dollar..haha^_^)..I really having a lots of fun at his house.. haha.. next time when go out or wad do let me knw.. hehe..

I'm bored at home!!-_-

2008-08-11T11:54:00.002+08:00

Today never work,so have to stay at home.. and its really boring lo..nothing to do.. but to watch channal 5 and see people playing match.. haha..bored.. dying soon.. argh!!Haven meet my wife to get my phone.. hmm.. so i hope to meet her soon^^

FUCK UP BROTHER!!

2008-08-08T13:53:00.003+08:00

WA LAO my brother is really an ASS HOLE lo..he took my bag this morning without asking me and WORST he never empty my bag... That ass hole.. i really hate him..If mum is going to buy him a bag same brand as us mine or about just any bag.I promise i will not scold my mum but i will ASK SOMETHING FROM HER + SHE WILL NEED TO AGREE WITH ONE THING WITH ME AND ACT ON IT!!

FUCK UP!!

2008-08-05T12:50:00.002+08:00

I'm really very fuck up wif my sis n bro sia.. they always think that i'm really in love wif someone else when i'm joking they thought i'm real when i'm serious they thought i'm lying..Fuck up sia.. and because of this i harding fall to slp for days(they,esp my bro lay on my bed and folding stars while my sis slp beside me so i dun really care much..)ARGH.. I'M REALLY GETTING SICK BY ANSWERING QUESTION THEY ASK..And if this is going to carry on for days very fast u will see me here in my dp...

Something ramdom...

2008-08-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

Seriously i think i've fall for him.. But even if i fall for him nth will happen between us cause his have some one else in his mind liao.. and the type of gal he like must be choi and a bit sexy?? and u see me,am i choi? am i sexy?? haha NO!!.. So ya.. i'm quite sad..esp the time when he say out he miss that gal in his mind n the way he jio the gal but there's nth i can help him or do anything for him.. SIAN!!Think only not true

picture!!

2008-07-30T19:59:00.005+08:00

The fellowing are some of the picture i took at suntex flower'08 dunno wad.. haha

^^

2008-07-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

^^very long very update blog liao..haha.. busy la doing my PP,study my UT,watch online movie(hehe.. :P)..Hmm.. my PP is 3/4 done but i now lazy to do lei..no mood.. haha..Yesterday i go and meet one of my old friend tgt wif her friends..haha.. n u knw wad?? I finally found my long lost sister!! haha.. no la..joking.. But her character and my is 90% alike!! haha.. the 10% different is she's still quite gal den me..hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF..

2008-07-20T00:05:00.003+08:00

Today is my BD..haha..^^n suddenly i wanna listen to this song:Happy birthday to myself..n here's the lyrics:
wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me na me rang wo cheng shi yi dian cheng shi nan mian you bu neng kong zhi de xuan xie zhi yao guan shang le men bu bi li shui

yi ge ren zuo zai kong dang bao xiang li mian shou ji rang ta xiu xi yi ye nan xiang qie ge qie diao hui yi de hua mian yan lei bu neng liu guo shi er dian

sheng ri kuai le wo dui zi ji shuo la zhu dian le ji mo liang le sheng ri kuai le lei ye rong le wo yao xie xie ni gei de ni na zou de yi qie hai ai ni dai yi dian hen hai yao shi jian cai neng ping heng re lian shang heng huan mie cong sheng zhu wo sheng ri kuai le..

Its a sad song but i really like it..haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!^^

DAMN IT!!

2008-07-18T06:23:00.002+08:00

Damn it, i yesterday lost my phone lo which is my birthday present from my sis last year.. now my BD are coming soon ver soon and i LOST MY PHONE!!ARGH...i first time lost my phone lo..den that time when i lost my phone i first time give attuitude to my friend.. SRY!! argh.. seriouly i not only scared my ohne lost i also scared and dunno how to get my contact number in the sim card.. DIE!!ARGH.. N NOWI CAN'T SLP..

crazy day

2008-07-16T15:05:00.002+08:00

haha... yesterday after sch we go causeway celebrate Bona 19th BD at swenser..den after he light off the cake they celebrate my BD..haha.. shocking sia.. my BD still got some days to go lei..haha.. but really fun.. den after eating some of my classmate n me go out..HAHA....

life

2008-07-14T16:25:00.002+08:00

Today lesson end very fast around 3.50pm to 4pm den i had nth to do in class so i had to slack in my class till 5++ den go meet friend at town..den out of sudden i go to my friend friendster and see their pic.n u knw wad??haha.. i saw my pic in it n its like my eyes is really small sia.. haha.. one smile/laugh and my eyes become -- haha.. small ba.. stupid.. damn ugly can.. i wan my eyes big big... but of course need to be in natural way la as in make my eyes big for me can? but nicer way not so fake de..haha.. ai mei de wo.. haha.. sian.. really doing nth.. n later have to walk to mrt alone liao.. cause i never call my poly friend to wait for me cause later go difference way ma den wait liao go different way.. not too gd..sian.. later.. later.. i hope later they dun late.. if not i had to be alone again.. i will die.. my wife now busy doing her java project.. gd luck lao po da ren.. haha..^^ nth to say liao.. so end here ba..byebye..

MY RESULT from QUIZ BOX!!

2008-07-08T19:45:00.009+08:00

1st Quiz<>result:
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex.In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control.Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean.You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2nd Quiz result:
You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover.But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

3rd Quizresult:
I very print out cause its really really not like me!!

my life??

2008-07-08T17:59:00.004+08:00

Todayduring sch my tooth start to pain again..argh..den around 12+i was msg my lao po talking abt her java project and how i've been for the past few days.And she thought i was at homen slowlt they will spoil my impression la..SIAN!!>Now after sch i dun wish to go home so early so i went....HOLLAND V!!haha.. n go there sure go to my fav.shop : COFFEE BEAN..drink my fav. drink MOCHA!!! but today special i got eat..hehe.. blueberry cheesecake.. WAHAHA..i'm so happy..^^

Loving someone is so hard,its so hard that at time i may feel to let everything to fate to choose for me.. N see is the result..if its really goes as the way i want it to be den i will fellow it if not...I ALSO DUNNO wad will happen to me..

haiz.. sick sick n now still sick but BETTER!!

2008-07-06T18:18:00.002+08:00

HAHA..friday afte going out and get back home i'm fine just still a bit sian... but after a night at sat..haha.. i started to get sick.. fever,flu,tooth aid and whole body no energy.. so i never even went online jus stay at home n rest.den today when i wake up again.. i'm sick.. fever and tooth aid..but sis bring me to see dentist den i gt fever is because of my tooth haha..growing a new tooth den no enough place so swelling lo.. haha.. sian.. hope tml i'm fully ok and i haven study for my UT.. later must study liao..haha

i suddenly fall for this song call:dan qing ai de na bing bu shi ai qing

2008-07-01T15:12:00.002+08:00

jiao shi li na tai feng qin ding dong ding dong ding ding
xiang ni gao bai de sheng yin
dong zuo yi zhi hen qing
wei xiao kan ni song wan xinz
huan shen li kai de bei ying
xi huan ni zi ji qing xiu de guan xin
na wen re de niu nai ping
zai wo shou zhong wo jin
you ni zai de di fang
wo zong gan jue hen wo xin
ri zi xiang xuan zhuan mu ma
zai nao hai li zhuan bu ting
chu xian na xie ni dui wo hao de chang jing

ni shuo guo qian le shou jiu suan yue ding
dan qing ai de na bing bu shi ai qing
jiu xiang lai bu ji xu yuan de liu xing
zai zen me mei li ye zhi neng shi ceng jing
tai mei de cheng nuo yin wei tai nian qing
dan qing ai de na bing bu shi ai qing
jiu xiang shi jing ling zhu cuo le sen lin
na ai qing cuo de hen tou ming

na wen re de niu nai ping
zai wo shou zhong wo jin
you ni zai de di fang
wo zong gan jue hen wo xin
ri zi xiang xuan zhuan mu ma
zai nao hai li zhuan bu ting
chu xian na xie ni dui wo hao de chang jing
ni shuo guo qian le shou jiu suan yue ding
dan qing ai de na bing bu shi ai qing
jiu xiang lai bu ji xu yuan de liu xing
zai zen me mei li ye zhi neng shi ceng jing
tai mei de cheng nuo yin wei tai nian qing
dan qing ai de na bing bu shi ai qing
jiu xiang shi jing ling zhu cuo le sen lin
na ai qing cuo de hen tou ming
tai mei de cheng nuo yin wei tai nian qing
dan qing ai de na bing bu shi ai qing
jiu xiang shi jing ling zhu cuo le sen lin
na ai qing cuo de hen tou ming

tai mei de cheng nuo yin wei tai nian qing
dan qing ai de na bing bu shi ai qing
jiu xiang shi jing ling zhu cuo le sen lin
na ai qing cuo de hen tou ming

wad the f**k!!

2008-06-30T20:07:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. i today ver ver ver sad.. my UT gone..really gone.. i think i'm really the bottom few student liao in class.. cant get away from this.. die!! i study for my UT sia.. but when doing the UT.. i dunno y sia.. my eyes.. i always cant see clearly abt the question then i do liao.. wasted sia.. somemore is i knw how to do but i see WRONG!! haiz.. UT 3 lei.. my UT1 N UT2 get d+,c n now my UT3 hai.. 14 marks gone!!! strsught somemore.. die.. HAIZ.. NO MOOD!! x_x..GOD HELP ME !!LET ME GET C FOR UT3!!GOD!!

wad a day?

2008-06-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

haha.. jus reach home..Today i take off never go work but cause i say go study.. n today i actuallt never study a lot..cause we(me n another friend) go a friend house to study..we study a bit.. ver a bit..haha.. den go eat dinner n go a country club, pub, and drink inside..haha.. fun sia.. how i wish next time can go again wif them n drink..haha..

sian!!

2008-06-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today ver sian lo.. my close friend in class all never come..ALL!! den i da,m sian.. nth to do n lesser people to talk wif.. BORED!! den in class i do things like no xin doing things.. anyhow do.. den ask got use not..haha..den half doing my thing half sms n chatting online wif my friend..sian..den after sch.. finally i'm not bored!!hehe^^.. go suntex wif Est. for the toy thing..haha.. NTH to see wan lo.. really boring.. but got a lot of booth selling toys..haha.. den take quite a lot of pic..haha.. suai sia..haha..

Today is my worst day so far!!

2008-06-24T18:37:00.002+08:00

Today is my worst day so far ever since the starting of year2..haha.. Sian.. today having C235 lesson and there's no changing of group..(Hope next week change den i group wif those i close wif..if not i will die n no mood again like today.)Today i wake up at 6.50am..haha.. usual time is 6.20am.. late.. haha.. but i faster bath so by 7.20+ i reach dover MRT..haha..so in the end I'M NOT LATE.. but when i reach school,class.. i become no mood as i knw there's no change of group.. haiz.. den the whole day i really do nth or maybe 10% or less work..haha.. no mood la.. cause no matter wad i do sure kanna rejected by the member or the member will say she will do the work den maybe we can help her to do some research(like the team,the brain is really her lo).. so because of this i really feel that there's really no point for me to do my work n i feel ver ver useless in the team.. den because of that i actually wanna pon class..but one/two of my team mate call me stay..

(i dunno is the person reading my blog not..but this is really wad i feel abt working wif u..i feel ver useless n sometime ver breathless cause working wif u i really cant work in the way i normally work..maybe i'm not a good student as compare as u.. but i at times really try my best to work hard n try to understnd the things we need to understand..)

Now,i'm slacking at holland village coffee bean again.. drink wad?? u guess..haha... my fav.drink...

MOCHA..haha.. with my friend Est. again.. haha.. ^^

wad had happen to me for the past few days..

2008-06-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

On wed i went for a dinner to meet my sec friend at PS.But before dinner i went out wif my poly friend two get my crumpler bag..haha..at wheelock..(finally i got my bag..ver happy sia..)den on thur i got java class n i like do ver little thing sia.. cause during the holiday i had not touch any java things at all..So thur class i'm jus like a blur soto..n keep on asking help from my team mate.. think that time she's must feel like putting a bun into my month..haha.. but she really ver good lo.. teach me n explain to me..haha..thanks..den for today,hmm i'm ver happy again because after changing group i've been put into a group where two of my better/closer friend..den we n one more friend talk a lot and go out of sch n eat.. haha(i really enjoy handing out wif them cause at last i'm not alone n we can really talk a lot..)den after sch n UT i n Est. went to town for dinner..me eat hong kong cafe at Cine. den go Taka,big Zara oppsite Shaw,Far East(got one new shop open den they invite celebraties n even set up a run way..haha..) n walk to city hall MRT..haha..n when we are walking into Raffles City we saw a VER VER VER shuai de man.. OMG.. his really ver shuai until Est. turn around..LOL..(first time see her turn back n see the guy..haha)