Sian.. I really dunno my life now is happy(good) or bad??Cause i keep getting sick and the main reason is stress..RP,people always say its a non stress sch but for me its totally oppsite..I think tat study in RP is really stressful people in sch can do alot of thing do get their A for their grades that they wont think abt others but themself.. For example in one my module when i need to handle codes..I'm that type of person that dun understand coding so in that module i often ask others how to do what to do...But they dun really care abt me so i have to do it my self or ask others for help den sitting down there really doing nth den when teacher come act..(I hate acting..) So if i really dunno i will rather ask or try do it myself cause my teacher also dun teach us cause in RP u need to be able to self study and the teacher there is jus to give u advice not answer and teach u..Ok back to the sch story..I dunno why i get sux grade may be i never do my work tgt wif the group when the reason is they dun really teach me jus say do ur thing....until a teacher tell me that i ve a VER POOR EVA from my team den i knw the reason(that day i almost cry in class cause i feel very hopeless and my team member gt some pon class and at that time the smart one were saying abt y they gt such a bad grade than say they hate this new group as in the past they gt gd grades n now sux grade..den when the member pon class i think they are wondering why i never pon class..as if i pon they will get even better grade)..HAiz..So study in RP is gd or bad?? u think?? maybe its good when u are a actor/sociable/smart but for me..Its really a place where i really can gone mad..
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