I'm sorry

I jus went out to work wif 10% battery of my phone... Family and friends can't reach me tot I when to do something stupid and worry abt me... I'm sorry to ppl tat worry about me ESP my Sis!! But it's jus tat I wonder y will things happen this way.. I wan back the life I use to get and belongs to before everything started but y things jus go as wad I hope!!! I dun wan to waste the friendship tats all I wanted... But y?? Jus y?? Things jus can't go back to friends but like a wall or ghost or a nobody!! Hey we knw each other more den anyone else lo!! Can't u just wake up and dun be childish!!